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I don’t even know what thinking is anymore. Lately, I’ve been too busy focusing on external situations than on myself, which results to me stressing out about my own emotions and thoughts. I don’t like it. But I guess I’m going to pound it out here.
Upset too many times in the last few weeks over J being Portugal, work overload, housing searches, and an upsetting conversation with D last night. Also, today was not a good day to deal with everything because I stayed up late (as in, midnight) with that last situation. Today I made a terrible mistake and had someone I love confirm my idioticy. (Yes, I’m making that a word.) And apparently I’m acting like a child. GREAT. Makes me feel a lot better about myself and my “smart” decisions today. Exactly what I needed. (/End long string of sarcasm.) Maybe I didn’t get to relax a little today because I didn’t go for a run this morning.
FUCK. Now I can’t concentrate on anything. I’m apathetic. I want to be emotionless, even for an hour. I’m usually not this stressed. I can usually deal with multiple things a once. Maybe because school-mode Life is different from life Life. But, yes. I haven’t cried this often within 2 weeks in so long, I’m starting to think I’m reverting back to 16-year-old-mode. And I don’t like it. It’s gotten so bad that I’m BLOGGING about it right now. But I don’t know where else to vent.
I’m getting ridiculous, and for once in a long while, I wish I was an emotionless robot.
I am NOT afraid of dying. It’s some of the things in Living Mode that scares me.
I would say that I’d rather deal with dying than deal with everything else right now, but that would be too emo. However, that is how I feel–dying isn’t an issue. It’s everything else happening right now that is the problem.
Oh, shut up.
No More Futura for IKEA???
Looks like IKEA has replaced Futura (its own IKEA sans, a version of Futura) with Verdana. Granted, the simple font by Microsoft was made to be readable on-screen, it just makes the new 2010 catalogue look cheap. I mean, IKEA furniture is cheap enough already, but do they have to scream “cheap” with their font too? Makes me sad. And cringe when I flip through the catalogue.
IKEA says goodbye to Futura
Psychiatric Answering Machine – Kinetic Typography
A short, well-done kinetic typography piece for a psychiatric help-line answering machine menu. Great animation.
‘Mad World’ by Gary Jules – Kinetic Typography
One day, when I’ve built up my skill set on basic typography maybe I’ll do this. Probably to a less depressing song though.
Cool Typography and Its Applications
An inspirational post by AntsMagazine of really neat typography and its use in various places. Gives me the tingles just looking at them.
